okay i'm home

where have i been: nepal, tibet, qinghai, xi an, chengdu, kun ming, li jiang
how long did i take: 2 months
Alot have happened, alot of fun, joy and laughter. 
and i've gotten closer with daph and seng. And closer to seng in a different way than i've never thought it would turn out. I was quite apprehensive about what happened back in china when i first got back. I'm having alot of reserves about what is gonna happen and whether whatever it will happen. I wanted to talk to him yesterday but it didn't happen as we were in my house watching soccer. oh well, we don't behave like couples like we did. daph was just telling me how touchy we were etc. I think i'm more glad that things are pretty much the same- the way it was. Then again, i've the urge to message him, the urge to ask him what he's doing or tell him what i'm doing. Yet, he's now taking it slow and not taking about steps forward. I seemed like he's waiting for me to do something- which i have no intention to except to tell him off when i've to. At least for now. okay i think i'm confused.