V day:)

V day:)

I also dunno why I'm so grumpy with u. I am just not excited. Not like I'm happy to be seeing u. Not like how I believe being in love should be.

Like what u said we are always assessing our partners. I did ask myself if I could live with u forever, for now, I dunno. I can't pinpoint what. Maybe I can but It's just not the right time.

I can't believed we argued over a dinner that wasn't supposed to be important in the first place. To me. Every year I have been used to celebrating v days with my friends and hanging out and even buy gifts. Yeah, it was just simple and no where special but I would feel happy. I dunno why this time it's so unhappy. If we stick nothing, we will be fine. I dunno why I'm so anal about it. I guess it's not the first time I feel this way, like u don't make effort to do this sort of things like going to somewhere special. Let's not talk about normal days. But on a day u want to bring me out for dinner? How often is that? And then don't even bother looking up for the place. It's not about it being v day or not.
Even if we go out with Ivan, he would jio us to go somewhere special like every other time. Okay, maybe becos he's into all these.

Hais. Yeah, like u asked me to, I did reconsider our rs. Like really why are we together? I dunno. Do we really want to be together? Need to be together? Happy together? Whats the whole point of a rs? I dunno! Like seriously. I know it's sad u to see this and for myself to say this. But yah, we need to think about it. Or rather, I need to think about it.