He told me
Wait here patiently but
I wonder if he's kidding
Well maybe he could be serious now
Maybe not
Maybe not
Because'
Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
I'm sorry it's taking me so long
To find out what I'm feeling
I wonder if it will come to me
Maybe not
Maybe not
Because'
Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show
How I want you to know
What I'm trying to say is that
I'm feeling a change and
I'll let it take all over
If you need time away
I won't ask you to stay
But I don't want to lose you
Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let go
My feelings show
Love is crazy
Pretty baby
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show
Never ever let go
My feelings show
Never ever let go
My feelings show
Never ever let go
My feelings show
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Saturday, July 24, 2010
about TP
I'm into the 3rd week of my teaching practicum one. I've learnt quite alot and has received a lot of feedback and suggestion on how to improve myself as a teacher.
One very critical point is that i need to read up and research more about the sport that i teach. I'm too boring a person to think of fun and engagement activities for my pe class :( I still have to work on giving my VERY SPECIFIC instructions with who, when, where,what, how. For example: I want you to pick up the ball/racket from there and go to this playing area and start doing (whatever activity). Organisation of students and also thinking through of the activity is really important to how messy my class will be.
For classroom lesson, i need to LISTEN to my students more. this also means i have to slow down the pace and compromise on the content. i will need to find balance...
I realised that the moral teacher part of me has disappeared totally. I forgot about teaching my children values and how to be a person. i totally focused on teaching the game and forgot about the true calling of being a teacher... i learnt that from yen peng yesterday when she talked about the olympics values and the aim objective of the N2DII run. It seems wayang but it surely give things a great purpose and meaning...
One very critical point is that i need to read up and research more about the sport that i teach. I'm too boring a person to think of fun and engagement activities for my pe class :( I still have to work on giving my VERY SPECIFIC instructions with who, when, where,what, how. For example: I want you to pick up the ball/racket from there and go to this playing area and start doing (whatever activity). Organisation of students and also thinking through of the activity is really important to how messy my class will be.
For classroom lesson, i need to LISTEN to my students more. this also means i have to slow down the pace and compromise on the content. i will need to find balance...
I realised that the moral teacher part of me has disappeared totally. I forgot about teaching my children values and how to be a person. i totally focused on teaching the game and forgot about the true calling of being a teacher... i learnt that from yen peng yesterday when she talked about the olympics values and the aim objective of the N2DII run. It seems wayang but it surely give things a great purpose and meaning...
Monday, July 19, 2010
i was vexed and confused last week thinking about what's our status and what is gonna happen etc. I was quite unhappy about having to decide before someone gets hurt and about how i was also unable to let go. Then someone told to just think about what i want and let go of what he wants/feels then everything is actually very simple. I gave him a choice too (or did i?). The point being i've decided and willing to let go if need be:) In the end, i was so relieved like immediately after i became clearer of what i want and decided. I was happy actually. Hopefully he wont get to know, if not he may be upset to hear that i was actually happy about the decision. haha.
Well, later i realised i was a commitment-phobic person, not really keen to be a relationship. I enjoy my freedom, my single-hood and my carefree mode. what am i scared of? well, my traveller mode is to be blamed... hhaha! so let's see how things turn out. "In a relationship" is just a phrase anyway. we're just simply close but not together? or is there any other definition? or a difference in definition?
Then today dora told me her story. i really hope we wont turn out like they did. holding on for 2years before letting go. It's so scary and upsetting... i need to be quick and know my feelings...
我想过一件事不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持爱情的意思
像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁有所谓的对与错
不管时间说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制每天想我一次如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影听爱上的cd如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉为爱勇敢一次如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情如果你能给我如果的事
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你
Well, later i realised i was a commitment-phobic person, not really keen to be a relationship. I enjoy my freedom, my single-hood and my carefree mode. what am i scared of? well, my traveller mode is to be blamed... hhaha! so let's see how things turn out. "In a relationship" is just a phrase anyway. we're just simply close but not together? or is there any other definition? or a difference in definition?
Then today dora told me her story. i really hope we wont turn out like they did. holding on for 2years before letting go. It's so scary and upsetting... i need to be quick and know my feelings...
我想过一件事不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持爱情的意思
像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁有所谓的对与错
不管时间说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制每天想我一次如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影听爱上的cd如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉为爱勇敢一次如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情如果你能给我如果的事
如果你会开始相信这般恋爱心情我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你
Saturday, July 3, 2010
okay i'm home
where have i been: nepal, tibet, qinghai, xi an, chengdu, kun ming, li jiang
how long did i take: 2 months
Alot have happened, alot of fun, joy and laughter.
and i've gotten closer with daph and seng. And closer to seng in a different way than i've never thought it would turn out. I was quite apprehensive about what happened back in china when i first got back. I'm having alot of reserves about what is gonna happen and whether whatever it will happen. I wanted to talk to him yesterday but it didn't happen as we were in my house watching soccer. oh well, we don't behave like couples like we did. daph was just telling me how touchy we were etc. I think i'm more glad that things are pretty much the same- the way it was. Then again, i've the urge to message him, the urge to ask him what he's doing or tell him what i'm doing. Yet, he's now taking it slow and not taking about steps forward. I seemed like he's waiting for me to do something- which i have no intention to except to tell him off when i've to. At least for now. okay i think i'm confused.
how long did i take: 2 months
Alot have happened, alot of fun, joy and laughter.
and i've gotten closer with daph and seng. And closer to seng in a different way than i've never thought it would turn out. I was quite apprehensive about what happened back in china when i first got back. I'm having alot of reserves about what is gonna happen and whether whatever it will happen. I wanted to talk to him yesterday but it didn't happen as we were in my house watching soccer. oh well, we don't behave like couples like we did. daph was just telling me how touchy we were etc. I think i'm more glad that things are pretty much the same- the way it was. Then again, i've the urge to message him, the urge to ask him what he's doing or tell him what i'm doing. Yet, he's now taking it slow and not taking about steps forward. I seemed like he's waiting for me to do something- which i have no intention to except to tell him off when i've to. At least for now. okay i think i'm confused.
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