back to blogging:)

okay, i'm back from nepal island expedition and finish my ese and started NIE and started climbing and having fun at my PE course! so i decided it's time to be back and blogging my days again!:) As NIE ALWAYS emphasize, REFLECTION is THE THING to do for all trainees. so much so that we've to do reflections as assessment. I dont sound too happy huh, but i basically think it's good to keep a diary to read next time:)

Anyway, lots of i wanted to do but still not done, dated back from the time i just came back from nepal... so hereby, i'm promising this to myself that i'm gg to do it before... next next mth.. hmm maybe end of the year lah. haiz, teacher alr still such a procrastinator...

At least i did keep a journal on my ESE so i'll update later on:) tog with my trip journals (which is top secret!!!) hmmmmmm.... okay, next, i'll mostly be talking about NIE then:D

I didnt quite adapt to PE as well as i thought i would. i feel alittle bit of dis illusion, at the same time, it also gave me a good perspective about being a PE teacher. A little too physical for my own good. I thought having it all physical would be a great lifestyle but i appearently it's not really what i want... Imagine the first lesson to intro to PE and u're thrown a question of 'what is PE? is it about fun? play? games?' and you start to ask 'what exactly is PE to you?'. No doubt it is important, but i'm thrown off tangent, starting a career as a teacher and not knowing what i want is quite embarrassing.

And i'm a LOUSY game player as compared to my classmate lah!!! so sad!!! and stress and demoralising leh!!! this is one thing about runners, only can run and jus sux at games (cf to other zai classmates)

Still i'm having fun playing ard unless this week when we all started mugging our asses off for elearning and upcoming assignment! STRESSSS! we're freaking PE students for goodness sake! I do realised that i'm not good at my practical so i better be better at theories:P. I did learn quite alot about motivating students though (to update later tog with outing and volleyball game and GMD)

oh man, i think i got myself into some shit, hearing some stuff i would rather not have heard, and mayb i should distant myself from that person/s. i'm getting vex! i'm so fickle minded and i should freaking stop giving the wrong message to the wrong person/s lah, it's sooooo evil of me! then again, i'm feeling sense of attraction to some people that i shouldnt be thinking about at all. yes at all. bad. just focus on my studies for now okays.